A long way to go... on that planet in a certain dimension

I recently chatted with a friend who is an elementary school teacher , when I mentioned: "Being a good teacher has a long way to go, and it’s not easy..." After saying the phrase "a long way to go", I suddenly felt uncomfortable , as if there was This kind of pain of withdrawing, using the <Yi Jing Xin Jie> system in the middle of the night, to understand the root of the problem... From Chart 14 <Negative Feelings>, I was invited to express emotions such as restlessness, hatred of myself, guilt, frustration, despair, powerlessness, etc., and also found father, wanderer, savior, etc. in Chart 16 <Character Relations> Words such as victim, leader, follower, hermit, etc. Then I linked the Akashic Records to find out the plot of the story... A long time ago, the planet I lived on was severely attacked by people from other planets, and the resources on the planet for subsistence became less and less. I discussed with my father , Should we lead the tribe to leave the original planet, avoid attacks, and search for new resources or find a new planet to live on. I agreed to leave, but I didn’t get the support of my father. He thought that I could wait a long time for support. This contradiction could not be compromised. Finally, I decided to lead the people who followed me, endure the pain of separation, and leave my father and the original planet, and found a new one. Resources, but my tribe and I can no longer return to the original planet. For this reason, I have failed the tribe who followed me. I can't see my father anymore. I cannot make up for the mistakes. I feel deeply sad and lonely!    What happened in the previous life is as deep as a brand. For this reason, I always evade when making major decisions. I always feel that I have not always avoided it, worrying, and afraid of taking on psychological barriers. , Turning up the emotion that always hates mistakes.