Inspiration from my boyfriend in the temple

"There is a past story I want to share with you , but what I want to reveal this time is about my boyfriend , I hope he will not see it , hehe. In 2018 , my uncle , my boyfriend and I went to Macau to have fun . We walked and ate at the San Francisco bus .

We left the tourist area and walked in the old town .After passing a Catholic church , we went inside to visit. The atmosphere in the church is very sacred . We unconsciously calm down and sit quietly on our chairs looking at the altar . Thoughts in my heart keep emerging ,some of them seem to answer the questions that have lingered in my heart for a long time , some of which I have never thought of interesting idea , as if to open up my horizons , fly over mountains and valleys ......

After sitting for a while , we're going to leave , to see a small corner before leaving ,placed candles and small jam for believers to pray ignition and written language. We silently wrote our thoughts on the cardboard , and the uncle and boyfriend quickly finished writing . They placed the candle on the candle holder in front of the statue of the saint , and placed the small cardboard next to the candle.

When I was almost finished then , all of a sudden my hand involuntarily card in the name of a small blank piece of paper to write on her boyfriend's place , I was surprised , appears automatic writing (Automatic writing) status I'm not the first time , The content of #心解 in the system is written like this , but why is the boyfriend’s name written on the cardboard? He just finished writing his own prayer! I will jam candles and placed them next to the candle , could not help but aim aiming contents of a boyfriend card paper , scared then find he wrote blessing language are all about me , that he did not own copies , I was touched , but quietly , to continue their journey .

This thing has a great impulse to my thoughts , about the sacred , religious and synchronic and so on , at least let me know one to speak , it is "people do , day in watching " . The sacred in the temple knew that he did not write a blessing for himself , so I specifically asked me to write his name on my card in an automatic writing state ,so that my boyfriend can use my automatically written hand and sacred. Establish a connection , that is infinite love!

Since writing this article , I understand boyfriend use the system at the timementality , what kind of a person , can do such a stupid thing? ""In the chart # I clearly expressed myself and found "harmonious coexistence ". He felt that the harmony degree between me and him was 91% . "In chart # I am responsible for their lives , find the "separation of pain " is 96%, "a sense of security to knock on the door " is 31%, he feeling this insecure , afraid of breaking up.  "In chart # theme of life and challenge , to find the " cause ", " love " and " self-relations " , he needs to face some challenges in these three areas or topic."In the chart # negative feelings , find " self-punishment ", " guilt ", " self-limiting "and " low self- worth_" ."In the chart # vow / promise , find " Let others take my power ", " Marriage ", "Always be together ", "Always take care of someone / something "and " Always yield to oneself " .

The original emotional relationship between him and me the link of these vows /commitment , plus he is of such negative feelings , so when he and I get along ,always meticulous to take care of me , protect me , but never take into account their interests And feelings , when I wrote the prayer, I didn’t think for myself ,what needs and desires I have.

On the surface , I was the relationship of the beneficiary , the upper hand , but in fact the whole emotional state is unhealthy , he and I need to review their own ,irrigation and better nutrition , let the relationship grow .